Ewan ko ba. Parang all the signs I'm waiting for are already here. Sinasampal na yata ako ni Lord ng mga signs pero ako, eto pa rin, pinipilit gumawa ng sariling reasons. It's just so hard when you had given your all then one day, you wake up realizing your all was never enough.
It will never be easy. Sana merong over the counter medicine. Sana merong escape pod. Kaso, wala. So self medication is needed. 'Yun ay kung mahal mo pa ang sarili mo.
Uwian. Friends and I were roaming around the campus and when we finally decided to go home.. Jester daan namin. Bakit pa kasi Jester daan namin. Ayon. Nakakita ng ayaw makita. Pero, wala akong magagawa. Alangan namang magpatubo kami ng mushroom sa school at hindi umuwi. So, okay lang. Eto na. Nauna pa sila samin. So ang naging tagpo ay. Them in front and us at the back. Sa tingin ko, 'di nila narealize na nasa likod kami or ewan. So 'yon. Parang. Ktnxbyenao. So, natapos din ang tagpong iyon. Sumakay ng tricycle at nagbiyahe. Sa tricycle, tahimik lang ako. Nagrereflect. Mayamaya, merong tricycle sa harap namin may nakalagay na.
MOVE ON. . .
As in ALL CAPS plus many dots. Parang. O-O So, tinawanan lang namin.. Eto na. Dumating na sa may terminal. At ano ang tugtog sa Bodega Sale ('di ako sure kung 'yun 'yung name) ?? HOW COULD YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME ni Sarah G. At, eto pa ang lyrics na sumakto sa pagbaba ko..
Despite what I've done
Still my love was not enough
Though I given you my all
I can't take it anymore
Still my love was not enough
Though I given you my all
I can't take it anymore
So, there. Those were the words.
Siguro sabi ni Lord, "Tama na. Sobra na. Tigil na." Minsan, hindi ka naman humihingi pero binibigyan ka Niya ng signs. Lalo na kung alam na alam niyang kailangan na kailangan mo.
12 Signs To Tell If You Have Not Moved On
For you to move on, you have to first know whether you have moved on or not. Here are 12 signs to tell if you have not moved on:
- When you think of the person more often than not.
- When you think about him/her even though you don’t want to.
- When you keep mentally reliving past memories with him/her, usually the happy/sweet ones.
- When he/she comes to mind the first instant when you are down and out.
- When you still have questions and resignations about the past. You wonder what could have been or why didn’t it turn out a certain way.
- When you assign blame for the way things turned out, whether it’s to him/her, yourself or the circumstance.
- When thought/sight of him/her trigger certain emotional reactions, such as aversion, anxiety, frustration, resignation.
- When you keep trying to improve yourself because you feel you were not good enough (for him/her).
- When you have a desire to spite him/her, as a way of making him/her regret for whatever happened.
- When you often bring up the person in your conversations, even when there is no relation.
- When you have a desire or urge to contact him/her even though you previously told yourself you didn’t want to.
These are the things that I would do..
1. Acknowledge, accept and let go of your feelings. To do so you need to first acknowledge and accept your feelings.
2.Recognize he/she is not the one for you. It’s about whether he/she is the right person. If he/she is the right person, you guys would have been together regardless of how wrong the place or timing is. That’s why it’s called the right person.
3. Share with your close friends.
4.Reduce contact with him/her.
5. Seek closure with him/her.
Listen. Talk it out. Seek for an answer, in his/her own words.
6. Forgive him/her.
“To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness.”
7. Doing Things You Love.
8. Meeting new people.
9. Knowing there is nothing wrong with you nor him/her.
There is nothing wrong with you or him/her. You guys just aren’t suited for each other.
10. Recognize there is someone out there for you.
NGITI LANG, MAAYOS DIN YAN.
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