Meet my BFF's

Meet my Bff's NYIP 

NYIP read plainly as nyip. Ngongo term for Jeep. Gets? Okay.

So how did this crazy friendship started? I remember it like it was yesterday. (No, really, I don't really remember. I just placed that sentence for the sake of the nostalgic effect.) I believe it was a school day that dated 18 (the month is still an issue for us).. Lunch time, Jamela started this jeepney story... And it all started there. Gets. Haha. Jeep-Nyip. Yes. We pretended to be Ngongo's during our Sophomore year. Not only Ngongo, also other speech problems. No offense to those who have. We respect you. :) 

It started off with 8 or 9 or even 10 members but somehow, we needed to part ways. We still are friends until this time , though. So now, there are 6 official Nyipers. :) 

Jean, Jamela, Lorraine, Trisha, Elsbeth and Ira

We promised one another that we'll be friends 'till the end. 'Till college, 'till our adult years, 'till we find the right man, 'till we have our own family, 'till we age up to 60 and on..

Often, when we go out and see older people with their own group of friends, we tell one another, "Ganyan tayo pagtanda natin." Sweet. :)

That feeling that you have when you're down and they stay with you until you feel better. That feeling of concern, that feeling of love, that friendship. 

What's Playing .01

I decided to make something related to music / songs/ singers/ genres/ whatever you call it. I don't really have this one singing idol/ love of music / whatever you call it again. I just listen to things befitting my mode / the current state of my life / anything soothing. Sometimes, I would listen to the same song over and over again just because I like it and it really suites my mood. So, here's a list of what's in my playlist..

1. Chasing Pavements - Adele 

I was in my junior year when I first heard this song. I even thought the lyrics was.. "Should I give up or should I just keep chasing PAPERS.." Forgive me. I have that sickness. Hehe. This song makes me remember everything about my school's 98th founding anniversary and everything else that happened with it. :') One of the happiest weeks. 

2. Make You Feel My Love - Adele

It was just last Friday that I first heard this song from the Morning Rush with Chico and Delamar alongside with the typhoon Falcon. The song was so soothing and timely with the weather. (My LSS song as of the moment)

3. The Story of Us - Taylor Swift

As to what I said, I listen to songs suited with the current state of my life. :) Enough said. Hehe.

4. Samson - Regina Spektor

Another soothing and calming song. I read that this was about the singer's friend who had cancer? I just don't know if it was real or it was just another fallacy from the internet. First hear this from an LSonV. (will be blogging about it some other time) This was my LSS song for weeks or even a month.

5. You Make Me Smile - Uncle Kracker

I was introduced to the singer by Showtime and a friend of mine. I liked the next song better, though.

6. Follow Me - Uncle Kracker

Super soothing song. No. 1 calming for me. The best Uncle Kracker song (well, in my own opinion..) My LSS song before classes started. :) :-bd

7. Rhythm of Love - Plain White T's 

First heard this song at KFC. So, thank you KFC for introducing an awesome song to me! My head is stuck in the clouds... :)

8. Uncharted - Sara Barailles

I so love this song. One of my favorites. :) No words, my tears won't make any room for more. Plus, the uber cute mv is so... :D When I hear this song I feel happy. I don't even know if it is supposed to make you feel happy or I'm just weird. hehehe.

9. Power of Two - Indigo Girls

Multiply life and divide it by two. :) No, joke. :)) My splash of positivity and happiness in my playlist. A sweet song. Now the parking lot is empty...  First heard of this song when we were on the rocks. Hehe. I still love the song, though. :) Smarter than the tricks played on your heart. 

I only have nine songs in my phone because I'm foolish and I did not buy a memory card when I had the chance to. I thought I will not be needing it. Hehe. So for those of you who are reading this, gift me one! In Cd-R King (OMG. Did I type it correctly) it's only 200 plus. :)) Thanks in advance. HEHEHE Like. 

Will be doing another version of this some other time. :) See you Cuties. :D Stay positive!

The Great MLYBT Shirt.

MLYBT is the greatest friendship story I will ever witness. We decided to make a shirt or whatever. A shirt. This will be the timeline and everything about it. 

Summer '11 : We wanted ze MLYBT shirt. First design was this:

Then, I learned that there were other options for the shirt printing...

Then came the polls. No, pollsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

1st poll was about the print type...

Hologram thingy won for those of you who are wondering.. THIS IS WHAT A HOLOGRAM SHIRT LOOKS LIKE.

Then came different designs to suite with the hologram thingyy. 

This is Mar's simpler version. jeez. HIHI.

Then came Carl's..

So colorful. JIJI.

Then came these pollssss....

And after the long wait... The Final Design.

 It'll be in Hologram print that's why it's like that. :)

papasabugin ko na pagpapabago pa nito utang na loob. kaloka.


Credits to my AWESOME friends who made these designs...
Maykahhhhhh , Caaaaarl and Maaarr.
(Contact these people if you want awesome shirt designs.) (Pay me 983075498435743 for discovering their talents)
And also, Lianna. FOR her negotiating powers. :)

Thank you! :)

sizenalangkulang goranakame. pengenung sample size ng shirt.

Welcome to the Family.

"In life, change is inevitable. One has to learn to accept change with an open mind and an open heart. " "And what particular change are you referring to?" "Class. Some of them, I've known for 5 years, others 3 years and now, half of them are already gone." This is a paraphrased conversation during English class. I just don't know. What came to me that time that made me very emotional. Well, I guess it was this #MLYBT weekend. I just miss those people so much. I know I still have a quarter of them, the other quarter in the other rooms in the same building, the third quarter in a room in the opposite building,  the other one is also distributed in the other rooms of that same building but it's just different. 

I know I have to accept the fact that things are different now but one thing's for sure, whatever happens, I'll stay and die a MLYBT  lover. :) iaMLYBT

'Di naman mag-iiba ang samahan kahit iba iba na ang sections 'di ba? :) Bonding moments lang katapat niyann. :) Tulad neto..

I want us to stay like this even until our college days, our working days and so on. :) We'll be friends forever.

I will forever love you my friends. :) -Lyyyy.

This part is dedicated to my new family...

SuperwoManila

Hi, English time was a sneak peak of our graduation drama. Hehe. Alam niyo naman lab na lab ko kayo 'di ba? Hindi 'to lab na labas sa malaki kong ilong or what. Lab 'to mula sa isang tunay na kaibigan/kapatid/kabaliwan lahat. :) Kahit na sabihin natin bagong ruta itong tinatahak natin, alam ko naman na along the way, unti-unting titibay ang pagsasamahan natin. Sana makapagonding tayo ng over over noh? :) Sa mga 'bago', 'wag kayong mag-iisip ng kahit na ano. :) Welcome na welcome kayo dito. Hindi niyo kasalanan na may naalis or something.. Kasalanan ng dfjghjfdkg. DE JOKE.  Walang may kasalanan. Hehe. Siguro, may plano si Lord.  Magandang magandang plano para sa'tin. 'Wag kayong maghesitate na makipagfriends, mag-approach, makisama sa mga tawanan. YOU GUYS ARE VERY WELCOME DITO.  Labyuuu. Sorry kung napapafeel namin minsan na parang, mejo out of place kayo, hindi namin 'yon gusto or sinasadya. :) Gusto ko sana na maging close tayong lahat. This is our last year and we have to rock it. :) We have to make it the most memorable year evaaah! :) Sana talaga makapagbonding tayo tapos. :) HHEHEEHHEHE. Naiimagine nyo 'yon. Saya dibaaaa. :)

Regina, Raquel, May, Mariel, Kim Diane, Kim Joy, Jillian, Jazel, Eunice, Ylleane, Dea, Clai, Lizanne, Charmaine, Sam...... :)

Welcome to the family
We’re glad that you have come
To share your life with us
As we grow in love and
May we always be to you
What God would have us be
A family always there
To be strong and to lean on,

May we learn to love each other
More with each new day
May words of love be on our lips
In everything we say
May the Spirit melt our hearts
And teach us how to pray
That we might be a true family

Oy MSBT, 'wag kayong magdrama. May sarili kayong blog entry. Labyu. :)


*dapat tayong matututong tumanggap ng pagbabago. dapat magmove on. but moving on doesn't mean forgetting. it is simply moving forward while remembering and learning from what happened. :) mahal na mahal ko kayo my friends. 

Note.

"There’s a particular girl that my heart yearns for. She’s not just any ordinary girl for she is blessed with extraordinary beauty. Beautiful is not the fitting word for her; she’s more of the gorgeous type. Her hair rests on her shoulders so perfectly, and every time she moves, it goes along gracefully. Her eyes are filled with mystery. I get lost in her vivid brownish-black pupils; it’s as if there was a hiatus in time. Her lips are exceptionally delicate. If paired with her beautiful smile, my day would be complete. Her hands are like those of an angel; sprinkled with the softness of a feather. Her figure is captivating, even her dark silhouette could lighten up my world. The thought of her makes me smile for no reason."

Just when I thought I got rid of everything. Just when I thought I would never do something like this again. Just when I thought I'll be over it soon. Just when I thought of never going back to what we had, I saw this.  


The thought of us not making it still brings me tears. Knowing that I am no longer the person behind that sweet smile hurts so much. Seeing you still breaks me into pieces. Despite that, random flashbacks of the times we had still brings me smiles. iloveyouandyouknowthat.

Namiss Ko Sila Bigla.

Bigla 'kong namiss ang mga babae sa itaas. Parang kailan lang 'nung huli kaming nagkita-kita. Parang kailan lang 'nung una naming makilala ang bawat isa. Parang kailan lang.. Pero sabi nga nila, all good things must come to an end. Mahirap, pero ganon talaga. Kahit na sabihin nating kasama ko pa rin ang kalahati sa mga baklang 'to, iba pa rin. Iba pa rin talaga kapag buo. Eto nanaman. Ang drama. Kasalanan 'to nung mga naglabas ng video nung retreat. 'De joke. Namimiss ko na talaga sila. Lalo na nung nakita ko yung video. Parang, hayy. Hindi na ulit 'yon mangyayari. Hindi na. Kahit na sabihin nating nagkaroon ng mga problema, mga tampuhan, mga kadramahan, lahat 'yon tinabunan ng mga masasayang panahon naming magkakasama. Mga bayahanihan tuwing umaga, mga tawanan tuwing recess at lunch (lalo na kung walang test para sa next subject), mga kapraningan sa facebook at Y!M, ang pag-sstay sa room para magpractice at magdecorate, ang pagsingil ni Trixi ng class fund, ang paghikab ni Riagie sa klase ni Ms. L. (na ikinagalit niya), ang pagsasabi ni Ms. S. ng BE HUMBLE every 5 minutes ('dejoke.).. Lahat ng mga yan namimiss ko. 

Alam kong kailangan na nating tahakin ang iba't ibang daan. Alam kong 'di magtatagal, tuluyan na tayong magkakahiwahiwalay. Alam kong tatanda tayo, magkakaroon ng mga pagkakataon na makakilala ng mga ibang tao pero hinding hindi kayo maaalis sa puso ko. :)

We are starting a new chapter of our lives, we may grow apart, but one thing's for sure.. That we will never forget each other and in the future, when we look back, we'll just smile and be very thankful that at one point in our lives, we had the chance to spend more than ten months  together.

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in hearts of true friends. 

-Cindy Lew

Wednesday: SIGNS.

Ewan ko ba. Parang all the signs I'm waiting for are already here. Sinasampal na yata ako ni Lord ng mga signs pero ako, eto pa rin, pinipilit gumawa ng sariling reasons. It's just so hard when you had given your all then one day, you wake up realizing your all was never enough. 

It will never be easy. Sana merong over the counter medicine. Sana merong escape pod. Kaso, wala. So self medication is needed. 'Yun ay kung mahal mo pa ang sarili mo. 

Uwian. Friends and I were roaming around the campus and when we finally decided to go home.. Jester daan namin. Bakit pa kasi Jester daan namin. Ayon. Nakakita ng ayaw makita. Pero, wala akong magagawa. Alangan namang magpatubo kami ng mushroom sa school at hindi umuwi. So, okay lang. Eto na. Nauna pa sila samin. So ang naging tagpo ay. Them in front and us at the back. Sa tingin ko, 'di nila narealize na nasa likod kami or ewan.  So 'yon. Parang. Ktnxbyenao. So, natapos din ang tagpong iyon. Sumakay ng tricycle at nagbiyahe. Sa tricycle, tahimik lang ako. Nagrereflect. Mayamaya, merong tricycle sa harap namin may nakalagay na.

MOVE ON. . .

As in ALL CAPS plus many dots. Parang. O-O So, tinawanan lang namin.. Eto na. Dumating na sa may terminal. At ano ang tugtog sa Bodega Sale ('di ako sure kung 'yun 'yung name) ?? HOW COULD YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME ni Sarah G. At, eto pa ang lyrics na sumakto sa pagbaba ko.. 

Despite what I've done 

Still my love was not enough 

Though I given you my all 

I can't take it anymore 

So, there. Those were the words. 

Siguro sabi ni Lord, "Tama na. Sobra na. Tigil na." Minsan, hindi ka naman humihingi pero binibigyan ka Niya ng signs. Lalo na kung alam na alam niyang kailangan na kailangan mo. 

12 Signs To Tell If You Have Not Moved On

For you to move on, you have to first know whether you have moved on or not. Here are 12 signs to tell if you have not moved on:

1. When you think of the person more often than not.
2. When you think about him/her even though you don’t want to.
3. When you keep mentally reliving past memories with him/her, usually the happy/sweet ones.
4. When he/she comes to mind the first instant when you are down and out.
5. When you still have questions and resignations about the past. You wonder what could have been or why didn’t it turn out a certain way.
6. When you assign blame for the way things turned out, whether it’s to him/her, yourself or the circumstance.
7. When thought/sight of him/her trigger certain emotional reactions, such as aversion, anxiety, frustration, resignation.
8. When you keep trying to improve yourself because you feel you were not good enough (for him/her).
9. When you have a desire to spite him/her, as a way of making him/her regret for whatever happened.
10. When you often bring up the person in your conversations, even when there is no relation.
11. When you have a desire or urge to contact him/her even though you previously told yourself you didn’t want to.

FROM NOW ON, 'DI KO NA GAGAWIN ANG MGA BAGAY NA NAKASULAT ABOVE.

These are the things that I would do..

1. Acknowledge, accept and let go of your feelings. To do so you need to first acknowledge and accept your feelings.

2.Recognize he/she is not the one for you. It’s about whether he/she is the right person. If he/she is the right person, you guys would have been together regardless of how wrong the place or timing is. That’s why it’s called the right person.

3. Share with your close friends.

4.Reduce contact with him/her.

5. Seek closure with him/her.

Listen. Talk it out. Seek for an answer, in his/her own words.

6. Forgive him/her.

“To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness.”

7. Doing Things You Love.

8. Meeting new people.

9. Knowing there is nothing wrong with you nor him/her.

 There is nothing wrong with you or him/her. You guys just aren’t suited for each other.

10. Recognize there is someone out there for you.

http://celestinechua.com/blog/10-steps-to-move-on-from-a-relationship/

One day, everything will be alright. I'll be okay eventually. :) Moving on must start now. 

NGITI LANG, MAAYOS DIN YAN.

This is Not an Offending Thing.

First day of Senior year was.... UNKABOGABLY Awesome.
jusko. buti nalang umepekto yung pagdadasal ko ng rosaryo.


So, ayon. Pumasok ako ng aming paaralan nang hindi natutulog. Tapos, eto pa. 2 in the morning, lumabas ako ng kwarto para kumuha ng pagkain. And guess what. Tinaihan ng aming doggy dog ang buong bahay. As in. Jusko. 'Di ko maexplain. Parang, yi. Yak. So going back, 'di talaga ko natulog. In short. Bangag ako, first day palang ng senior year. Kamon. Ang saya. Parang, Hihi 'di kami nag "Hi everyone. I'm (insert name here) and my motto in life is.." Yes. 'Di namin 'yon ginawa kasi cool kami. Jiji. Tapos, ang aming adviser ay.. Unkabogable din. So, ang saya talaga. Isang buong araw ng ka- unkabogable-an. 


Break-Lunch


Na-miss ata namin nang sobra ang isa't isa. So there. Major tawanan at hagik-gikan ang naganap. Natutunan pa namin kay Jamely ang... Itanong mo sa Hotdog ni Aljur. JIJIJIJIIJIJI. Nagplano na rin kami for December na sana matuloy. SANA. Lazer Tag bebe. 


GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
-'Yan lang daw ang i-ttweet kapag galit. Nuxx.


So, we were asked to come up with the tag line / name/ i don't really know for our section and these things came up. Jusko. 'Di lang pala ako ang bangag.


Manilamnam.  Balak namin talaga 'yan e. Kaso lang... Hihi. Shy type kame. (Di lang masarap, Manilamnamnamnamnam...)


Manilaginghanda. Sige na. Major waley na ko dito. Juju. Girl Scout kaya. -.-


Manila who can't be moved.  Jusko. Mamatay matay kami sa kakatawa dito. Sinenyas lang kasi 'to ni Jame samin. Tas, ayon. Parang. sjkhfshgdiure. :))))))))))))))


*shempre wala  jan 'yung napili namin. 


Mascot. 

Yung mascot daw, may sword. Tapos, nakalagay 'don yung tag name/line namin. Para daw malaman na..
"AH, Pinatay 'yan ni (insert tag name here.)" Jiji. 


Ang saya talaga ng First Day. Sana maging ganito kasaya 'till the end. :)


May problema ka ba? Kailangan mo ba ng advice? 

Itanong mo sa hotdog ni Aljur. 

kill me now. Jijiji.

hihihi. ang saya talaga ng araw na 'to. Thanks Lord. Amen. :) :D

Too Many Things To Celebrate.

Maligayang Kasarinlan sa bansang Pilipinas!

What could've been : Happy Fourth Month.

What is currently : Happy First Month of Independence.

On the lighter note : Happy First Entry!

"All good things must come to an end." True enough. Hindi naman pwedeng laging masaya. Hindi rin laging perfect. Dapat, magkaroon ng thrill ang buhay. So ayon. Before I go deep into ze drama part of this blog, (wala akong mailagay) so let's just go to the drama part. 

Four months ago, nagsimula ang what I thought was the perfect love story. I went online at around six in the morning. And to my surprise, tinanong niya ko to be his prom date. And yes, via chat. Pero, tinanong niya naman ako ulit via letter na pinaabot kay bff ko at sumagot ako via letter na pinaabot ko kay bff niya. So, 'yon. 'Tas ayon na. I guess, marami rin namang naging saksi sa mga bagay bagay..

Flashback flashback. Before, I only knew him as my friend's ex. 'Pake ko ba sa kanya. Tapos, nagkatabi nung graduation, ayon. 'Di ko pa rin siya binibigyang atensyon nung mga panahong 'yon. My eyes were set on another guy. Hihi. Tapos nag-high school. Ayon, friends friends. I never knew that I would even love him this way. You had your relationship, I had my own. Sinabi mo pa dati na ikaw ang presidente ng fans club namin. Tapos, dumating sa point na naging close, closer tapos, ayon. Akala ko ito na talaga. Akala ko masusurvive lahat ng delubyong dumaan but I was wrong. Hindi pala ganon ang mangyayari. 

Long story short, nawala din. Ewan. Hindi talaga alam kung anong nangyari. Nagulat nalang ako. Isang araw, wala na. Parang, okay? Hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ako nagtanong, hindi ko alam kung bakit "Okay, ganon talaga. Wala naman akong magagawa eh. Tapos na naman." lang ang naisagot ko. Siguro napagod na rin ako? Siguro naawa nalang din ako sa sarili ko na laging pinipilit na mag-effort na laging naniniwala na maayos ang lahat. Akalain mong nakakpagod pala ang maging optimistic? So there. I'm not saying na hindi siya nag-effort, well, in fact, he tried to be the perfect guy for me. Siya pa. Siya si Mr. Number One, Mr. I have it all, Mr. Perfect. 

His happiness no longer resides in my company and I have to learn to accept that. 

Gusto ko sanang mag-usap kami, personally. Pero alam mo 'yung feeling na natatakot ka? 'Yung alam mong wala namang pupuntahang maganda or, 'yung alam mong 'yung inaasam mong ending ng pag-uusap mo eh, hindi naman talaga mangyayari. There. Kaya ako natatakot. Natatakot ako na magkaharap kami. 

Kung kayo talaga, kahit ilang miles, kahit gaano katagal, kayo pa rin talaga sa huli.

Until this very day, I still love him. And I honestly, I will still love him no matter what. Nakakainis. Kung kaya ko lang na sa isang iglap, wala na. Pero hindi e. Pero, tanggap ko na. Tanggap ko na. 

I have classes tomorrow so I should stop the blogging and the drama. Shitty. 

Ang drama ko. Hihi. More dramas to come. \m/

Oh. Me' pasok na bukas.